Today I realized that I have music playing in my brain almost 24/7.
break from social media, day 61
this whole time I’ve been seeking attention and approval so that I can feel good about myself. But I don’t need to wait for other peoples’ approval; I already approve of myself. who am I writing this for? I’m writing it for me. maybe now i’m on stage and there’s only one person in the…
break from social media, day 60
I tried Dark Souls; I untried Dark Souls. I realized about 2 hours in that I didn’t care about boss fights and I couldn’t imagine myself doing the same thing for another 40 hours. Also, the atmosphere of the game is icky. Like idk how to explain it, it just is. I thought I’d give…
break from social media, day 59
Still thinking about Chlorine. On a related note, I’m thinking of playing Dark Souls.
break from social media, day 58
Aesthetics don’t exist in real life, right? There’s no escaping the weight of reality. Even if I were walking on the beach with friends, camcorder in hand, I’d still feel this way, right? Wherever I go, whoever I meet, I’m still stuck in this color grade, aren’t I?
break from social media, day 57
Lately I’ve been listening to a lot of Vessel by Twenty One Pilots. It has a feel of truth that I haven’t found anywhere else.
break from social media, day 56
Hello everyone, more everyday thoughts: every day when I’m driving, I think about avoiding making people angry. Every time I read an acknowledgments list, I look for people I recognize, even though it’s unlikely I’ll find anyone I know. When I look into the sky, I think about whether it used to be more blue.
break from social media, day 55
it’s day 55
break from social media, day 54
thinking about things i think about every day.
break from social media, day 53
Hiii… you know today is day 53 and day 52 was yesterday and day 54 might be tomorrow.
break from social media, day 52
It’s day 52! Why am I posting these! Maybe their existence matters. Can I quantify what would make this 2 year exercise meaningful? What did I hope would happen? maybe some people would start to follow me. maybe I’d connect with new people. maybe I’d learn something about myself. What happened? I wrote a lot…
break from social media, day 51
It’s day 51!
break from social media, day 50
It’s day 50 of my break from social media!
break from social media, day 49
Hello World!
break from social media, day 48
Hello there. Yes, it’s day 48, but who is Day 48? Sometimes I try to think about where I’ll be, but visualizing the future scares it away.
break from social media, day 47
It’s day 47!
break from social media, day 46
Hello there, I thought maybe today you’d like to click a button.
break from social media, day 45
It’s day 45!